So I love when everything works out perfectly. Like yesterday. I woke up at Emily's after spending the night at her house, and we did NOT want to go to dance. Yet we got up and got ready, then we headed to dance. And Haley was late, as usual. So Emily and I decided to avoid dance for a bit longer by laying down the rest of the marley floor, which took about fourty-five minutes. So it was almost ten by the time we started class. And Haley made up for the lost time by working our butts off. My back is officially bruised because my spine was grinding against the floor during crunches. Ow.

But, my back-ups are higher than ever. And my abs feel tighter, so it's all good. :)

And then we had Lyrical where Erin made us do a dance about lovers that were about to end their relationship, but we didnt have any boys in the class so Emily had to be my lover. I called her my "swan song", you'd understand if you knew the song. But ohh goodness the dance was quite lets-run-our-hands-over-our-bodies...

And then I had to get ready for the Mt. Hood swim meet. Oh man, I was gross and sweaty from dance. My hair was frizzy because I didn't blow dry it, and I had absolutely no make up on. So in other words, I was crap personified. So I put on nornal not-dance clothes and took my hair down from my pony tail, and then decided to tie it up into a half pony. I put make up on in five minutes and then Emily drove me to the pool. And thank God she came in with me to hang out for awhile.

She left me with my friend Taylor and he introduced me to some of his friends, like Jon. Taylor and I then went on a walk. We sat in the grass on campus and talked for something like two and a half hours. JUST talking, I promise. We discovered how much we have in common. When we got back to the pool, Jon teased us and didn't believe that we JUST talked. He then asked Taylor directly in front of me if we were offical yet. Poor Taylor. He handled it well though. His friends are very funny and seem quite nice. They told us they approve of what we have going on. And Jon even asked me if I had a single older sister. Haha.

Yes, yesterday was perfect. :)


Dance camp was great today. We worked on lots of leaps and had tons of fun. The picture to the left is me working on my splats. Haha, I know; it's a funny name. But you DO feel like a bug on a windshield, in the good way of course.

And then we came home to a house with no air conditioning. It's 99 degrees Fahrenheit and in my house it's 93. Oh buddy, it's hot. I hate hot. I keep taking cold showers to try to cool down. I feel sick because of the heat and I do not like it. Not fun at all.

:) But spending the night at Becca's house on Saturday was oodles of fun. We talked our heads off about boys, and the drama that always follows boys, and life, and fun things that we've done. Becca's mom made the best beef stroganoff on the entire planet. I think I had thirds... that's how amazing it was! I rarely ever even get seconds. And then in the morning Becca made me marion berry pancakes. Then we watched my last performance, Once Upon a Dance. And I made annoying little critiques about myself, because I couldn't help it. We played with her hover disc and discovered that they really DO hover and that it is quite hard to get it to go in the direction that you wish it would. And THEN I saw a sprinkler. And in our street clothes, Becca and I started skipping through the sprinkler and splashing each other and getting completely soaked. It was amazing fun.

I also enjoyed that Hannah and Taylor stopped by my house to hang out with me Saturday before Becca's. :) We talked about lots and I got to know Taylor better. It was a lot of fun.

Well, because our house has no air conditioning, I must find other ways of keeping cool. And that means that it's sprinkler time. Thank God for planting the idea in some person's head. Okay, well I'm going to go jump through the sprinkler. Ta ta.

Much Love <3,
Alyssa Marie

Hello. I am exceedingly tired. *yawn* Emily and I helped at her ex's aunt's wedding last night. Five hours straight, three of those hours were JUST dishes, no breaks. Best part; I was in heels all night. haha, that was interesting. The wedding was fun though and it was great to see Emily, because we hadn't seen each other for a little more than two weeks. And during those two weeks, we had barely talked because we were both vacationing. I missed her so much, and we got to catch up last night over the dishes and heaps of food. We each got fifty dollars. Which was pretty cool because we didn't know we'd be paid, of course we didn't know that we'd be working so hard either. We left around eleven, and got I got home at just about midnight. And then I said goodnight to my family and texted my friends goodnight and got into bed around 12:45 a.m.

And my alarm went off at 7:00 a.m. The sad thing is, that's the most sleep I've gotten all week. I was running on four hours of sleep (that's just time-in-bed, not actual sleep) a night all week, and then I got to have a little over six hours last night! It was a dream come true. The reason my alarm went off so early is because my grandma is picking me up at 9:00 to take me to a Broadway Rose play practice for Evita. It should be cool, I'm hoping it is.

And then I come home sometime around one this afternoon and pack my stuff up and head off to Becca's house! I'm spending the night there tonight. :) It should be fun. I know I'm excited at least. And she's having me bring the DVD of my last dance performance so we can watch how badly I screwed up. Haha. Oh well. Wow, it's 8:00, I better go blow dry and straighten my hair, apply some makeup, and feed the dog before my grandma picks me up.

Much Love <3,
Alyssa Marie

I would like to let it be known that I love being a dance teacher so much. SO incredibly much. I taught 7-9 year old dance camp today and my girls worked so hard. I even got to teach the top two (Madison and McKenzie) how to do beats! I don't think I learned beats until I was about ten, and they're eight! Not only did they learn them, but they were good (well, better than anyone would ever expect) at them!! And then I took lyrical and hip hop class. Lyrical was GREAT! Stellar. Hip hop was...eh. A bit boring, but that's okay but the last 5 hours had made up for it.

And now I am extremely tired. And hungry. Oh, I am soooo hungry. And I know you're thinking "well, Alyssa...stop being an idiot and go get some food." But I want to type this blog first, and then I'll make a late lunch or something. I want to take a nap too, because I would really hate to fall asleep during the 100th episode of So You Think You Can Dance. ohmigosh. Okay guys, for those of you that don't watch So You Think You Can Dance, or you missed Wednesday's show; there was a dance about breast cancer. It was danced by a ballerina (Melissa) and a contemporary dancer (Ade). This piece had the whole audience, every choreographer, the dancers, and the judges in tears. It was so amazing. If you like to see it; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EarnlRo4VXw&feature=related

Anyway. It was a great day. :) I hope you're having a good day too.

Much Love <3,
Alyssa Marie

Dance camps for the next two weeks mean no boredom, complete soreness and bruising. :) But I don't care at all. Yesterday, I walked into Mt. Hood Dance Academy and I felt like I was home again. I could smell the rosin, and I walked into studio A and saw the barre and the mirrors. What a beautiful sight, at least for me.

For the first time in I-don't-know-how-long I had fun at barre. And it was so great to see Haley, my ballet teacher, again. She's so full of life and is always there to push us even if we don't want to be pushed at the moment. And then pointe, though I wasn't at my best, went quite smoothly. At least I didn't injure myself.

There's something so magical about dance in general, but more specifically ballet. For a few hours a day, I get to be whatever I want to be. I can be a gracious fairy, welcoming a young girl and her prince into my palace. Or I can be a young girl in a dream where her nutcracker comes to life and is turned into a prince.


Today really just....well, it sucked. Majorly sucked. And it wasn't even one of those days where bad things just keep happening. It was a crappy day without anything crappy happening. And sometimes, that's the worst. Because you almost feel guilty for feeling so down. I worry about my friend, who is ridiculously stressed, and I worry about where my life is going, and how every single one of my friends is.

Bright side, back to dance tomorrow! And I get to see Emily on Friday at the wedding we're going to. AND I'm spending the night at Becca's on Saturday. :) Hey, I'm starting to feel better.

Much Love <3,
Alyssa Marie

The top numbers in my cell phone, unlimited calling 24/7, are also my best friends.

Emily: The gorgeous goddess of dance. Lord, I love his girl. We're like sisters, we've been dancing together since I was in first grade. She's held me through some of the hardest times of my life. She has this smile...it lights up the room. She deserves the world. She's beautiful inside and out. And I love her to death. Not to mention, she's an amazing choreographer. Together, we make a dynamic duo.

Brenda: Can take any average saying and make if sound beautiful. She is probably the most honest person you will ever meet, and promises mean everything to her. I met her my freshmen year of high school, and at the end of that year, she moved back to Michigan. And sometimes I still cry, I miss her so dearly. She always makes the best out of the worst situations, and is very VERY humble.

Becca: Can see the beauty in all others, but rarely in herself, which really saddens me. This girl will make you laugh until you cry, and she gives the most amazing hugs. She is enthusiastic and embraces life with open arms. The only thing better than her humor is her heart, she sees the best in everyone. Becca is far too good for my ego. She is always saying something along the lines of "you're fabulous" or "you're gorgeous", and after awhile I think my head tends to start inflating like a balloon.

Desiree: She hates to be called Desiree, and prefers Desi. But I think Desiree Michelle is so much more pretty. She's my beautiful little sister. She turned into a young lady in the blink of an eye. I'm so proud of the girl she's become. Her heart is so big, and she's always willing to reach out to the underdogs. You can see Christ's kindness in her smile. She will try her hardest at any challenge that she faces, and she'll do it in pointe shoes! I'm so proud to call her my sister, and I'm tearing up writing this. I love you Desi.

Zachary: The only boy! Actually, my first boyfriend and first close guy-friend. I love him, and he's like a brother to me. He is always willing to teach someone about Christ and the sacrifice He made for us all. He is always willing to help strangers, and is an amazing big brother. He can always make me laugh, and he's an amazing shoulder to cry on. He gives great hugs, and SOMETIMES will let me win at Mario Kart Wii. Only sometimes though.

My first post on my re-done blog. :) Very nice. Okay well...HI!

haha. My blog will mainly consist of whatever I feel like posting. Maybe a questionnaire, maybe a favorite song, a journal entry, or me just going on about how much I love my friends and life. Most important to remember; I'm random!

Things change fast in my life, if may be hard to keep up, but I'll try my hardest to help you along the way. Hehe, this should be kinda fun!

So today I got a forward on my cell (from an unrecognized number), but it was so sweet. So, I'll share it with you.

The PERFECT guy would...

text you every few hours to see how you are doing.

tell you you're gorgeous in front of his guy friends. (Let me just say that I fully agree with this one boys)

stay on the phone with you even if you're not saying anything.

tease you, but let you tease him right back.

stay up all night with you when you're sick.

watch your favorite movie with you. (Even if, in my friend's case, it's Land Before Time.)

Won't wipe his mouth after you kiss him.

give you the world.

let you wear his clothes.

hang out with you when you're bored and sad.

let you know that you're important.

kiss you in the pouring rain.

when you run up to him crying; the first thing he says is, "Who am I beating up today baby?"

So yeah, welcome to my blog. I'm sure I'll be updating regularly. :)

Much Love <3,
Alyssa Marie